There is a way that you do

something that you

know you ought to do

but really dont

want to do

and

it comes with a certain

pattern

and

a certain feeling

that is

distinctly different

than

all those other things

that you

need to do.

Sometimes things that are

good for you

best for you

healthy for you

are the things that

scare you

the most

and

you think that if

you do this thing

you will

fundamentally

change.

You will

break down

re-build

fall apart

rise up

bend backwards

fall forwards

crumble together

mixed up again

baked in a pre-heated

idea of what

you’d be

when you were done.

There is a way to

get out of bed in the morning

and

be an adult.

There is some way to

make decisions

that make you

a better person.

And I am convinced.

I am

completely

assured.

That

no one really knows

what they’re doing

when they do it right.

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