I wake up.
Cold breath breathing
condensation dripping on my face like
wake up, wake up, wake up, wake
up, again, I’ve run through those motions
over and over and over and over and
I am falling down the rabbit hole of
must be, should be, ought to be
just because its always been.
This is Alice in her best dress pants and
this is Alice with her Adderall.
I woke up with summer suns and
heart broken and
rolling down the grassy green hill
dizzy and smiling and
collecting love along the way.